To Preschool or Not to Preschool?

Here is a picture of First Presbyterian where Lily is signed up to start preschool in the fall. I'm starting to get nervous about if it's really going to work out. We had to sell our van a few weeks ago, so I'm pretty much home-bound. So really she's not going to be able to go. The reflection here for me I suppose is that if God wants her to, well then I suppose something will work itself out. Some days I feel fine about that, but other days it's a little harder. Like does God want me to trust Him that He will work out a car situation or to trust Him for guidance in teaching her some preschool myself. I know I need tremendous help in both areas. The other day while playing Chutes and Ladders I got so mad at her for not understanding something. Thats horrible, its a game, she's 4, how could something like that make me mad? So we've been playing lots of games and puzzles lately so that God can just provide a car and I can send her off. :) We'll see what happens. So if anyone has any thoughts or ideas, let me know. The office opens next week, so I'll probably need to cancel her pretty soon before our first payment is deducted.